don’t believe everything you’re told

don’t believe everything you’re told.
as if i’m the only one. who should be judged.
it made no sense. what happened here.
touching. kisses. her bullshit. lust.
she was right about one thing though.
i’ve had enough. not up to it.
not anymore. three more nights of fighting.
it was the suddenness that shook me.
one minute nothing. then she was there.
screeching profanities while I dissolved.
then she was silent. no longer moving.
maybe it was the alcohol. the long day.
that’s what I told everyone anyway.